Yeah, I sure used this as a way to get fit right?
well, I gave myself until Saint Patrick's day to lose weight. so if I don't get a move on I won't ever get to drink green beer.
Yesterday I woke up determined as hell to get to the gym. after one clusterfuck to another I didn't get there, and was so stressed I made some bad choices. on purpose. So today is my Monday. hooray.
I had a long talk with my doctor yesterday and she thinks that I'm doing ok, but if I lose 5-10lbs that any problems with my blood pressure should disappear! BUT my motivation has disappeared. until I saw a friend yesterday. she lost 15 lbs and she looks so fantastic I'm dying of jealousy . so that was motivation.
also I have a new tattoo design.
anywho, i'll check back in every day. promise.